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The Felonist is a serialized memoir built from real prison journals written at Rikers, Bedford, Albion, and Danbury. Through woven journal entries, each episode reveals the lived experience of incarceration — trauma, reckoning, motherhood, addiction, faith, and the slow reconstruction of identity …

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Only Crazy People Eat Shit
REF: EP-40 2026.05.27
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Only Crazy People Eat Shit

May 27, 2026 28:21

In this episode I learn what “crazy” really means in prison. You’re not crazy if you’re playing with your shit, painting with it, acting out with it, using it to get attention or get moved. That’s coping. But if you’re …

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28:21 S2E40

Only Crazy People Eat Shit

In this episode I learn what “crazy” really means in prison. You’re not crazy if you’re playing with your shit, painting with it, acting out with it, using it to …

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29:46 S2E38

Beaten Bloody and On the Ropes

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The Weight of Small Things

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